Someone hired me. It was a local development company in Armenia. I had about 2 years of experience in engineering. Not counting 1 year in University after which I dropped out and was sent to serving in the army for 2 years. For all male species in our country serving in the army is mandatory. Anyway, I wanted to tell a different story. We were working on some useless projects for the Central Bank of Armenia. The project was useless, I don’t even know whether they used it or not, probably yes, because they just paid for it, but it was not solving any issues. The good thing is that now I can say: “yo, motherfucker I worked on projects for the Central bank of Armenia, what have you achieved, loser?!”. Of Course, as always, details are hidden: nonsense projects, no serious technical difficulties, nothing valuable, it’s just a fancy line that you throw and hide all the important details. This is what we always do, but refuse to accept that we are this kind of pieces of shit. If you are offended, I am really sorry, but leave this post asap, it’s going to get worse.
Probably you know the feeling when you can’t get rest for your mind. Maybe from suspecting that your GF is cheating on you, or one of your ‘friends’ bought Mercedes S class and you keep envying him, you know that it’s not right, but you still continue doing it and get more terrified because you know that’s wrong. Some people get terrified from other people’s Instagram accounts and start eating themselves from inside, other people eat themselves finding purpose in life, and so on. Did you get the point? We are different, we get terrified from different things, but getting terrified is common, we all get terrified.